It might not the right time to expose the real emotions. But wishing this fake smiles will turn over the real sensation.

Why do we need to hide the real feelings? For what? Tsk. I don’t know why do I need to do this lol! Just because it might affect my studies and professions? Or just want to ignore the problems at all? Somebody says I have a strong personality, yes that’s true! But when it comes to this situation, how is it?
Honestly, I really want to discontinue this hobby. I have an inspiration that’s why I am still doing this profession. Because of what he says: “Buti ka pa ginagamit mo yung skills mo base sa course mo, di tulad ng ibang studyante”, so that’s the reason why I still want to continue this profession. He’s a heartthrob professor, and I want to say thanks to him personally, but I can’t see him anymore.. As in he talked to me once for the whole year! He gave a little words but it means a lot for me.
Wishing this would end up. I’m still quiet for a long time.









































